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| He 31rt4f sipped his tea and turned silent. ‘Did her mother kn 31rt4f ow anything?’ I said. ‘No. She knew less than I did. According to her, Riya had called her and said she might do a meditation cours 31rt4f e. That is why her phone wasn’t reachable, she told me.’ ‘You told he 31rt4f r about the cancer?’ ‘Couldn't. I didn’t have the guts to. I just expressed my condolences over her husband’s death and left.’ ‘And you came back to Bihar?’ ‘Eventually, yes. Before that, I called every top 31rt4f hospital in Delhi to ask about Riya. Nobody 31rt4f knew where she was. I contacted her family doctor. He hadn’t heard from her for years. I called her old friends from college 31rt4f .They had lost touch with 31rt4f her. I searched on the Internet; she wasn’t on Faccbook or any other site. I tried contacts at phone companies. I called the major yoga ashrams in the country. Nothing.’ ‘Here,’ I said, ‘take 31rt4f these.’ ‘Why? I said I don’t want to. I can't,’ ‘Just tak 31rt4f e them,’ I said in a firm voice. He kept his hand on the notebooks in his lap. ‘I have marked out six legible entrie 31rt4f s. You need to read them, buddy,’ I said. ‘No, no, no,’ he said and placed the books back on the dining table, ‘I told you, I can’t. I made myself get over her during these last two years. Now 31rt4f to read all this will on 31rt4f ly undo all that.’ ‘Trust me, Madhav. You need to read them.’ RIYA’S JOU 31rt4f RNAL: Legible entry #1 1 November 2002 This journal is a birthday gift from me to me. It is my fifteenth birthday. Happy Birthday to me. I feel odd celebrating birthdays now. I am not a grownup, but I 31rt4f don’t feel like a child either. They say people write secrets in journals. Should I wr 31rt4f ite one dow 31rt4f n? They say I am so quiet. Silent Riya. Mysterious Riya. Shy Riya. I don’t answer them. All I want to say is, if you crush a flower before it blooms, will it ever bloom as bright la 31rt4f ter? I was not quiet as a child. I became this way. Dad knows I chan 31rt4f ged. Dad knows I remember everything. Still, he pretends nothing happened. I do the same. He hasn’t touched me fo 31rt4f r the last three years. He dare not. I don’t know why I did not tell Mom. Maybe I didn’t even know if it was right or wrong at 31rt4f 31rt4f that time. What could she have done anyway? Dad gave me a gold necklace today. I returned it. I find it difficult to talk to him. He tries to re 31rt4f ach out, but I avoid him. He says I 31rt4f am still his daughter. I like writing in this journal. I am able to say things 31rt4f |
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